I understand my father wanted to instill pain to teach me about obedience,perseverance and patience but he didn’t bring the pain like Method Man did.
Perhaps it is why I listened to wutang more than I paid attention to him. It is something am not proud to say because as you grow you older then you learn more and stop ceding to your idols.
Father thought that by being violent towards me, my siblings would learn. Yes to respect and fear him but not me, they grew to have contempt towards me and as a result, a loss of love. The single unifying factor that should hold a family together.
The reoccurring day dream of being adopted by Phillip Drummond and join his perfect family,often ended with a rude awakening.
Hence i strive to be a better father.